Headache.
Walked too much, can't concentrate.
Dave's birthday: a quick run for a present - a wonderful blue shirt, the model that will suit him best... We never got to do shopping together, he only said he loved my taste and he'd really like to, eventually...
Why? Wasn't I fine?
Why - anxiety?
University, no russian keyboard... Thinking in English... no problems with that at all, waves of headache like a breach in defense...
Used to draw nice, curvy, soft shapes with occasional splashes of geometry and sharp sides. Now they come out aggressive and distorted, with lines. Too many lines... Did my mind suddenly go straight?
Has this... thing effected me greater than I expected or considered possible? Than may be... I can love?
...aggression?
...................anxiety?
.............................love?
....................................pain?
..connection
................................optimism
..........................................joy
................................................passion
..Younger Self
...exprеssion
................Y/N?